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Autism Through Art: Welsh artist to hold exhibition in Barry

23 Nov 2024 7 minute read
atšķirīgs. Image: Copyright Euan Balman / Bug

Stephen Price

A 21 year old autistic photographer and digital artist from Llantrisant whose work portrays the way he sees the world is making waves across the art world – and is set to have a solo exhibition in Wales this month.

Bug is the alias of rising star Euan Balman, and for most of his life people around him haven’t understood him, the world he lives in or the impact autism has on him.

After appearing on an episode of ITV Backstage, Bug received a grant from the Arts Council to develop a collection of works which he hopes can help people to understand how being autistic affects his everyday life.

Worldwide acclaim

The collection led to Bug’s first residency in a London gallery which has supported him to exhibit some of the pieces not only in the UK but also across Europe and in New York.

With one piece recently showing in the Venice 60th Art Biennale, Bug’s next move is an exhibition closer to home in Barry.

Autism Through Art

Bug told Nation.Cymru: “As an autistic person, I use my work to represent my world.

“Photography helps me to understand my surroundings by slowing things down, I then can develop these images by controlling the light, noise and power of the image. This is a much easier way for me to communicate.

“When I am out with my camera, I like to try and find the extraordinary in the ordinary”.

Autism Through Art

The new exhibition is made up of Bug’s acclaimed digital artwork, each piece telling part of his story reflecting his lived experience of autism.

They start from a photograph taken as part of an experience and become a visual representation of the emotions felt behind it through digital enhancement.

Misterio Azul. Image: Copyright Euan Balman / Bug

Discussing this piece, Bug shared: “In my life I felt lost and confused with everything going on around me, I wasn’t sure what in my life was coming next.

“I used lights to make this, lights coming in all sorts of directions leading to bright light in the middle of the image to represent, an explosion or light at the end of the tunnel because I didn’t know what was coming next.”

“Everything around me is going too fast so I can’t identify people’s faces, and what’s going on around me. I wanted to make an image that is blurry and you can’t identify exactly what this is, or what’s going on while I was standing still.”

Teimlad niwlog. Image: Copyright Euan Balman / Bug

Bug shared: “Everyone is different and my experience as an autistic person means I find it hard to communicate how I feel in words. Standing still means, I feel lost in this world, standing still alone on my own with the world going on around me.

“Finding it hard to communicate with words, I use art to try and show how I feel living in this world. Using coping mechanisms like masking, I can hide what I’m actually feeling inside my head and body in social situations or when out in public, but it takes a huge amount of energy.

“This is why I wanted to create artwork to show what it’s like to live in my world. Each piece of artwork shows a certain situation I was or have been in, how I was feeling and what a person with autism might go through in this crazy hectic world.

“When I go out in public, I feel like I have to stand still a lot, to take in everything moving and going on around me. The lights, people talking, cars driving, dogs barking, clocks ticking, the smells of 100 different things, babies crying and footsteps all around me.

“I don’t feel real, I want to go inside my own space where I don’t have to worry what’s going to happen unexpectedly next.”

Headless. Image: Copyright Euan Balman / Bug

Bug’s work is a glimpse into his mind and experiences. Discussing Headless, he shared: “I was in Cardiff making this artwork hours before a Wales rugby game was on. It was packed with people walking around, excited, singing, talking to each other not bothered by what’s going on around them.

“Whereas I was confused, lost, taking so much in, all the noises, lights and smells. This image is from a group of friends walking past while I was ‘standing still.’

“I edited this like this because in this situation, I felt all confused about what’s going on around me, because of this I couldn’t take everything in around me.”

Diagonala. Image: Copyright Euan Balman / Bug

Bug told us: “Whenever I’m shopping, I feel overwhelmed. Whenever I’m on a field, I feel dizzy. Whenever I’m walking somewhere and I see something new, I feel scared.

“I feel wobbly, like everything is closing in on me, people, animals, cars, the world, the moon, mars and the whole galaxy and universe, I feel wobbly.”

red njikere. Image: Copyright Euan Balman / Bug

When editing this art piece, Bug wanted to represent the experience of his panic attacks, meltdowns and experiences in public.

He said: “Heart pace electrifying like I’m dying, I feel everything going on around me is in this moment in time and I’m frozen, with my heart beating fast to try and survive with everything on red alert”

awọn lẹta. Image: Copyright Euan Balman / Bug

Bug’s work most often reflects his experiences of autism. He said: “When making this piece of artwork I was in a dark tunnel with my camera and torch, and was thinking about the many times I couldn’t fully understand what people were talking about, like when I’ve worked on a film set or in school.

“Being distracted with what all sorts is going on around me, like people talking. I was trying to make letters all messed up with a dark background because when this happens I feel enclosed because I’m concentrating so hard on what the person is saying. But all I hear is “uhvrjfmifkhgntirjmk.”

Honour

Bug told us: “It is such an honour to have my work displayed in many of these galleries across Europe and New York, and now closer to home in Barry.

“I feel very proud and excited to get my works out, showing how autism makes me see the world. My aim is to use my work to move the understanding of autism and neurodiverse people forward. I believe there is no normal just differences in thinking.

“All my work starts with me going out with my camera and using everyday experiences to explore all the information that bombards my brain at once.

“I use colour, movement and exposure to control the story so that my images represent the extraordinary found within the ordinary.”

sábio. Image: Copyright Euan Balman / Bug

Sian Roach, Supported Employment Mentor, Learning and Skills Team (Vale of Glamorgan Council / Cyngor Bro Morgannwg) shared: “We are delighted to host this event at the Pod to showcase Euan and his unique art work. Euan’s work resonates with me and many of the people I support into training and employment opportunities.

“This event will not only allow us to raise awareness of how neurodivergent individuals feel in a neurotypical world, but also to hear some our participants express how they relate their journey navigating training and employment since leaving education to Euan’s work.”

Visit Bug’s exhibition, Autism Through Art on 28 November from 6-8pm at The Pod, Broad Street, Barry.

Find more of Bug’s work here.


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